I Once Asked A Daisy

I once asked a daisy
If she would love me or love not.
Right before the last pedals were off
It was blown away and it got lost.

And to this day, I still wonder
what if I had gotten to say that answer
Maybe the relationship would have lasted
But I lay now here, still.
Being as sad as one can feel.

All I want is you.

All I want is you.

To stare at you as you have dinner at the table on a Friday night.
To hear you laughing loudly at the movie playing on the TV.
To feel your cold toes and snuggle closer to share my warmth.

I want to see you.
I want to hear you.
I want to feel you.
The sole common denominator of all my wishes is you.

All I want is you.

Blank

A blank page, I have.
A blank canvas, I have.
A mind full of thoughts of you, I have.
And yet they're here, just blank still.

Partial Solar Eclipse

I am a partial solar eclipse at 6:26 PM on a winter night.

Regular people are not aware of it.

Curious people know about it but dismiss it when it's not too clear, not too visible.

Rare ones go out of their way to catch a glimpse of it and feel content for a minute.

Only professionals that have an expertise in the subject would move and travel to just sit back and admire its presence.

Meanwhile, the partial solar eclipse knows how precious she is, but doesn't understand why no one cares enough to come reach to her.

Little did the partial solar eclipse know how dangerous it is to reach towards her. But yet, that is all she wants. To be touched.

Played

Well, truth is, I got screwed over.
I got played in a bitter sweet way.

To be honest, never thought it would happen to me
At least not that bluntly and soon like it did.
That phone call really hurt deep
It hurt my pride, but it won't take my sleep.

but who expects that type of call
when washing dishes, you know?
at least not me.
but Karma is my bitch.

I saw the unknown number, and the ringtone was off
I knew right away something was up
I answered it and right from his tone
I knew that the first date was all a set up

I should not trust people so easily
Sweet faces and soft voices does not mean sincerity
So naive and gullible I can be
silly me, thinking she liked me.

We Fake as Shit

Everything is so fake
Everyone is so fake
Even those who try
They can try to be okay
But not for a whole day
oh, no sir.
You don't get to be okay
for a whole day.

I keep saying the same over and over
I keep wishing everything was over
Because i'm exhausted and defeated
But I just keep repeating it

What's the point of trying so hard
What's the point of taking everything in
And not letting anything out
What's the point of being nice to everyone
What's the point of making everyone believe I care
What's the point of being fake
Why are we fake
Why can't humans say what they think
Why do we look down upon those who are blunt and bold
Why do we criticize each other
Why do we hate each other
Why are we so disgusting.

And there I was

And there I was thinking that you would care.
And there I was thinking that this time would last
And there I was thinking everything was going well.
And there I was thinking talking was the solution
And there I was thinking that you would want to hear
And there I was thinking that you would want to talk
And there I was thinking that you would say I love you
And there I was thinking that crying would help
And there I was thinking that you would ask me to stay
And there I was watching you drive away
And there I was driving to nowhere
And there I was.
There I was being wrong all over again.