The time to make a monumental decision in my life has arrived. This is when I should decide whether to think with my head or just let my heart guide me. I am unsure on what to do, how to act, and what to decide.
My choices are:
Three months in foreign soil, discovering the world, tasting different cultures, and recognizing and admiring others perspectives to life.
OR
Set ground once and for all, and buy my own place. Stop with all the wondering, all the dreams, and wilderness. This will signify the start of my own grown up life. While my own place will give me liberty, it will make me prisoner of the status quo. My own flat will give me the taste of maturity and responsibility to a greater level; but at what cost? Will it deprive me of experiencing an unique type of life at 23 years old. It will take away the feeling of total independence from this first world system that I've grown tired of.
Although it may seem like subconsciously I've made a decision in my head to live in foreign soil for three months of my life, I still have my doubts. I am unsure whether this decision will just leave me broke after sucking every single penny out of my bank account and slow down my search for a decent job in life. On the other hand, it might help me grow older, it might provide me with the sufficient tools to defend my idea of an unified world. The ability to love every society, culture and system, care for every single human being, and help those in need.
To go or not to go? That is the question.... or something like that.
Nacasoca
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