shamefully

what a fool I have made of myself

what a shame tonight I am of my pride

for I belong to someone that deserves

everything but the tears I cry tonight

I do not regret the past that we shared

I regret how dependent of your emotions I am

the response of your approval which I crave

the need to feel how much you desire of me

depression is too much, to keep on taking for so long

I am exahusted of my shameful feelings over you

I am disappointed of my willingness to forgive you

tonight I do not want to revive this love

would there ever be a day to find someone else?

would there ever be a time to enjoy a night?

would there ever be an occasion to believe in my expectations?

hopefully there is and you would be there with me.

to share this poem and we can both be who we want to be. not shamefully.