2011

I will never forget you 2011
From the start you were unique and wonderful
In you, I went through a roller coaster of events that I will never forget
In you, even though I let my self fall you still protected me from any pain.

The first week of January, you gave me bliss and peace with my family.
During your 3rd month, you let me finally finish my book in false sense of love.
During your 4th month, I reached that educational goal that everybody prepares for.
During your 6th month, I did my own little independent trip soul-alone.
During the start of your 7th month, I won the meet and great and got to go to New York.
During your 10th month, you started getting ugly, but you still managed to make it up...
With your last two months, where you showed that you were meant to give me so much more.

I simply love our 'get togethers' every once in a long while...

You’ll have your kids, and I won’t probably be there…

I’ll get incredibly wasted and get married in vegas to a dog, and you won’t probably be there….

You’ll turn 30 and have a happy family and friends picture, and I won’t probably be there…

I’ll turn 30 and have cozy, sad dinner with my parents, and you won’t probably be there…

You’ll get divorced and go through a mid-life crises, and I won’t probably be there…

I’ll find a partner and then catch them cheating, and you won’t probably be there…

You’ll re-marry and have more kids and more happy pictures, and I won’t probably be there…

I’ll be alone when my retirement program kicks in, and you won’t probably be there…

But when we both turn that corner of the street and bump into each other, we will always fall back into our own routing of best friends. Because our friendship goes beyond the human necessity of reassurance. Our friendship is based on an unbreakable natural connection. Whether we like it or not.

Me pregunto (Spanish)

Aveces me pregunto si yo viviria igual sin ti... Opps no. Eso es una cancion. De nuevo:

Aveces me pregunto si tu alguna vez volveras a llamar.
Si alguna vez volveras a existir en mi vida como lo llegastes hacer.
Llegastes a lo mas alto en mi y nunca tocastes lo mas bajo de mi vivir.
De subes y bajas se baso nuestra relacion, pero nunca nadie entendio nuestra conneccion.

Tu en medio de la sociedad eres comun y corriente. Nada especial.
Yo en medio de la soledad soy comun y corriente. Nada especial.
Pero yo se, y tu siempre lo sabras
que tu y yo en union nos tienen envidia por nuestra perfeccion.

Jamas te olvidare y mucho menos te guardare rencor.
Solo espero que algun dia las fuerzas del destino nos una de nuevo.
Y asi poderte decir todo lo viejo.
Lo viejo que nunca escuchastes por miedo de mis complejos
Pero que ya estan siendo olvidados. Y ahora solo espero.

**Autho's note: This is something that's been on my mind for quite sometime now. I had it on my mind in spanish and I tried my best to translate it to english, but all these feeling are untranslatable. Sorry english speakers**