Effort Goes Effortless

I'm not mad. I'm not pissed. I'm just sad. I'm sad at life right now. I'm sad because all the effort and energy that I take to make things work, just seem to slip out of my hands and everything always goes wrong.  I really try everyday to please you and be that person that you are proud to be with. But it seems that the harder that I try the easier that you walk away.  Maybe we're not meant to be. Maybe life is saving us from a bad future together. It still hurts though. It still hurts.  I will keep a special place in my heart just for you.