Tired

I'm so tired of everything.
Everything going on in my life.
Nothing excites me. Nothing motivates me.
I'm so tired of the same routine.
I'm tired of waking up at 7:30am five days a week
I'm tired of having to walk Alana Mon - Fri for 10 minutes before I'm running late for work.
I'm tired of having to come back to the apartment every lunch to always find a mess because of Alana.
I'm so tired of working.
I'm so tired of dealing with co-workers
I'm so tired of dealing with customers
I'm so tired of not getting paid enough
I'm so tired of not being recognized at work.
I'm so tired of having to deal with the same crap every single day of the week
Every single month,
Every year.
IT IS ALL THE SAME.

I'm tired of complaining.
I'm tired of silencing my emotions.
I'm tired of thinking too much.
I'm tired of not thinking too much.
I'm tired of my depressions.
Above all, I'm tired of the uncertainty of my life.

I'm tired of not knowing what I want from life.
I'm tired of not knowing what I want to accomplish.
I'm tired of doubting myself.
I'm tired of always deciding to go with the flow.
I'm tired of rejecting the unknown.
I'm tired of being a prisoner of my own life.
I'm just so fucking tired of everything.
I'm tired of every little thing.
I'm tired of things.
I'm tired.
I'm exhausted.
I'm mortally tired.